November favourites .

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How are you people doing? I hope everything's fine. I'm sick at the moment, I have bronchitis; you basically cough constantly, especially when you lie down. The medicines i'm taking make me tired but at the same time seems like i don't have much appetite anymore, that is great for my diet ahah! For this reason I spent a couple of days home where i didn't have much to do, apart from  reading and playing CandyCrush (really addicting as game btw), so at one point i came out with this lists of things i really liked this month. I hope you'll like them as well.

Make up products

♥ I love mat  lipstick to death! I can go around with no eyeliner, foundation, blusher...but with no mascara and lipstick there's no point for me to wear make up. Well i'm also that kind of person that associate make up with a special day (usually saturday) so i rarely have make up on during the week, like at school etc. In any case, back to the main topic, this month i really liked these two mat lipstick i bought at the local fair where i could buy them for a lower price, but i'm sure you can still find them everywhere.

Deborah - Atomic Red MAT n° 03

Rimmel London - Kate Moss n° 107

This is how they look on my skin. The one from Kate Moss it's darker than what it seems here;it is a burgundy color althought you can't properly see from the picture. 

♥ Always from the make up world, this month i really liked this eyelash curler. It is not from any brand, i bought it at the chinese shop. If i have to be honest i love this object because i never really had one before so i basically like what it does ahah.

Jewelery items 

♥ I wore these two rings a lot because i like to match  gold accessories with black dresses

I bought this one in Germany in a small Supermarket (i guess it was called ''Muller''). It was pretty cheap (2,30€) 

and i had many compliments on it.

This ring has an average shape i always wanted to get but that i've been afraid to use because it could look too serious. The indian stall at the local fair had this amazing burgundy color that i adored. It was 4€.

♥ I got this set of bracelets from Primark. As i said, i like to match gold with black and these were perfect for me. They were only 1€. The first one on the top is my mum's one and she got it many years ago, so you won't be able to find it in the same package. 

Clothing items 

♥ I waited to wear this dress so long, i got it at Primark for 13€ this summer, and i finally  had the occasion to use it for an 18bday party. The sleeves are a bit more transparent than the rest of the dress. 

(Sorry for the mess in the background, my bedroom was obviously not in order) If you watch this picture from a mobile phone, you'll see me way thinner!

♥ I got this pair of slippers at the local fair. If they look enourmous for you...well they are actually ahah. I have a 39 (IT number) and these are from 40 till 42. But i liked them so much and i decided to pick them in any case. 

♥ I enjoyed wearing my ''big dog'' as well. Now, what i call the ''big dog'' it's one of those big pijama/costume they sell at Primark. I got one that looks like a dog and it was magnificent to start winter with it. Unluckily when i wanted to take a picture of it to post it here i could not find it and i discovered my mum took it to wash, i was also not able to find a picture on the internet. My apologies.

Random random

♥ I have many cases for my iPhone 4S but this one i've been using a lot in November. It's completely made in silicone, also the part in the front and if you like it as well you can buy it here.

♥ I'm really addicted to tea and when i drink it i like to take my time at the table, drinking it from my beatles vintage cup. But lately i need to drink it while i'm busy doing other things. So once it's ready, i like to put my hot tea inside this adorable thermos i got at Primark. The print reminds me of winter time. 

♥ Two days ago i finally got my first tripod. I bought it for a really low price on amazon, compared to the ones you find at the MediaWord. I really racommend this one for those that, as me, would like their first tripod ever. You can find all the information you need here 

       

♥ On the first picture you can see how much i cut my hair. They used to be really long because i did not cut them for one year. At the same time i did the ombrè on them, so they were even more devastated. I decided to cut them and than to re-do the ombrè. This time it happend that it turned out a bit too blond for my natural colour, and during the first days (second picture) i looked like Barbie. Actually i really like them, i'm getting used to this new color.

I wrote a lot about this month, i hope the next one i'll be able to summarize a bit more. I changed a couple of songs in the soundtrack, i hope you like them and if you have a couple of songs's titles you think could match with my blog or that you simply like, write them in the comment below. 

Have a nice December :)

Just for Bloglovin .

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Yes, i do know this is the second blog post i write today, but i tried to claim my blog on Bloglovin and it says i should paste on one of my blogpost this link (that i'll paste below) so, this post has not a real purpose ahah

<a href="http://www.bloglovin.com/blog/11105563/?claim=6dzmt279epa">Follow my blog with Bloglovin</a>

Done! :) Now it should work...it should! 

My F***** DIET !

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So, as i wrote several time, i can't consider myself a thin person, not at all. Althought people say i'm not, i consider myself chubby!

Yes, that's the percet adjective. Althought my size is not that small, i like the fact that, since the fact i've been a gymnast for 9 years, i'm quite tonic (my butt stays up bitches! ahah)

But this is not the point. As i said in my introduction/blog post titled ''What to do with my blog'' i should use this internet page to wreak me. Let's do this!

This summer, at the beginning of June i decided to start a diet. I went to this dietician that i really liked and that gave me a diet where i really could EAT. 

Unlikely, the first time i've been on a diet (i guess 3 or 4 years ago), i lost almost 4kgs on the first month that is not healthy but at the time made me really happy, but the problem with that diet was that i ate almost everyday rice, spelt, chicken, some vegetables and some fruits (i also had fish but i don't like it at all so i just replaced it with chicken). The dietitian removed all the carbohydrates i was eating. That gave me result but it couldn't last for so long. I was hungry for the biggest part of the daytime.

When i started this new diet i had trubles to respect the doses of food that woman gave me for every meal because it was too much. We had as purpose to teach me how to eat in an healthy way. As you probably know (if you don't go check out the last blog post about some random facts about me!) i don't eat that bad because i don't like cream, whipped cream, gums, sparkling drinks etc. Living in Italy also leads me not to eat with too much mayo, or ketchup (oh, also this one i don't really like), not so many sweets, like really fat ones that i see in pictures from american channels. I get easily fatter because of pizza and pasta, and who wouldn't when you get the chance to eat them everyday? This is not pizza case, i eat it once a week, and not every week. But pasta, that's my average lunch because is easy to cook and it's ready after few minutes.

So basically, i started with this diet in a really good way. Althought i've been traveling a lot this summer, and there were many bday parties i've been to...I lost weight. I did, 5 kgs in 3 months that is an healthy way to lose weight and learn how to eat at the same time. I went out for a walk of 1h30 every day, and also when i went travelling i used to walk a lot.

(Picture found on the internet)

BUT when school started I stopped losing weight. At the beginning i thought that it was because i was actually facing that moment when you realize that the fat you have on your body are kgs that stayed there for several months so they took longer to get away from your body. After another months where i kept thinking this i was not loosing weight again. In that moment I realize i was not having free time to walk and exercise anymore. Since September i've started the school year again, and i also started two different acting classes with a group at school and another one, composed by older people. What i was missing was also the time i needed to prepare my big healthy salads and the attention i had for the doses, of both foods and condiments. 

So, on the 27th of September i went to the dietician for the average control, that always gave me positive responses. It was not the same for that time. I basically didn't really know what to do when she told me i lost no one kgs. I was eating less than the average, I was trying to work out more often. I just started crying when i went out. Since that day i didn't really focused on the diet that more, i felt like i was doing something that was not fitting for me, like i'm never going to be as thin as i want to be, i'll never have my friends size. 

The biggest mistake was to let the self-pity to take over me. 

And now here i am, after two tremendous weeks at school, with thousands of tests and assignments to do, two weeks in which i've been eating constanlty for the so call ''emotional eating'' (or at least thats how google stranslated what we call ''nervous eating''), i'll have the control at the dietitian's next week, on Friday and i'm 100% sure i gaigned at least 1kg this week. 

I honestly don't know if i should keep spending money on something that i'm believing everyday less but that could remind me constanlty what was the goal i wanted to reach at the beginning  OR to take a couple of months to think if i want to do this seriously, taking a break from the diet ofc, but this is not the best solution considering that christmas is over and it will be so hard to control myself with all those sweets etc.

What would you suggest me? Have you ever been in this situation or on diet in general? Let me know in the comment below. I aplogize for grammar/typing mistakes, it's just that my hands are so cold right now!

I now have Bloglovin and i'm trying to claim my blog's link there, so you could get notification everytime i write somethign new, if you enjoy my blog ofc :)

I wish you a good weekend, althought yours started on Friday, differently from mine ahah

25 +1 facts about me .

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I'm back! I mean, back here, not that i've been anywhere lately, just school house school house and school again. Pretty boring? It's just the fact that on Wednesday there will be a meeting between teachers and parents to look at marks, talk about attitude and other things. So all my teachers just pretend to put as many oral and written testes as they can in two weeks, letting us dying on our books!

Basically this post i'm making today is to introduce other sides of me that ofc you can't see/know through this internet page. So here they are, 26 facts about me!

► I can't sing without my headphones. If i hear my voice, or i know someone could hear me while i'm singing alone in my bedroo...i'll quite immediately! 

► I've never skipped/been late on purpose at school until when i turned 18. In this way i could sign my own autorization without falsifying my parents' signatures. I've done like this because I sucked at copying signatures. 

► When it comes to left and right it always takes me a couple of secs to realize which one is left or right. For the same reason i have problem memorizing the translation of them in the other languages i study. It's not a problem ot anything else, it just doesn't come immediately.

► I'm a talkative person. Sometimes while i'm talking i forget what i'm saying. I starts saying things like ''so...that's why...i mean...don't really know how to say...ehm...yeah...'' and after repeting them a couple of them i confess i forget what i was saying.

► I talk so much my friends have the bad habit to stop listening to me while i'm talking because they're tired to hear me.

► I've been in a distance relationship with a dutch guy of my age for two years, and i regret no one of the moments i spent with him. 

► The 'RS' at the end of the nickname i use (more or less) for every social network/websites, stands for Ringo Starr. I was and i still am pretty obsessed with the Fab4...mostly known as The Beatles. My   favourite one as you can see was the drummer.

► The first cat i got was a grey pussy called Zoe. She arrived at christmas and we thought she was a 'she'. But when it arrived the moment to sterilize my cat, well the vetinarian ended up castrating my animal. And that's how we discovered my cat was a 'he' and not 'she'. Now he's called Zorba.

► I had lots of gold fishes we were used to buy at the local fair we have in my city on the 5th of October. All of them were dying after one year. They started living four years more just when we decided to change name.

► Althought i'm Italian (and Italy is famous for good food) I'm really bad at cooking. My pasta sucks, i can't cook anything, i'm terrible !

► I like order, but my bedroom it's a mess.

► I'm 1.70m (it should be 67 inches...more or less) and i'm not thin. I consider myself quite chubby, and that's why i've done several diets. I'm currently in one, and i lost 5 kgs !

► I used to HATE shopping. I like it now, but not that much, still have some problem when it comes to spend money (i'm a bit stingy but i'm solving this out ahah)

► My favourite food is ice cream. I could eat ice cream everyday at every time.

► Behind my bedroom's door there are lots of papers with quotes and sentences from songs and books that i like. 

► I hate fish, just with the smell of it i have nausea. I also do not like cream and whipped cream, and this is why i rarely eat cakes at bday parties, and i don't drink sparkling stuff (no coca cola, sprite etc.). I lately started drinking beer when i was in Germany and i liked it, althought i can't drink a whole can/bottle of it.

► I do not eat gum. When people discover this when they know me a bit better, they look at me like if i'm an alien ahah

► My biggest dream is to travel the whole world.

► My foot size it's 39 (IT) and, as my size, it's bigger than my friends one. For this reason it annoyes me to give clothes to anyone, i'm not used to it.

► My favourite make up product is lipstick 

► I keep every airplanes tickets and bday cards i have. 

► Althought i'm 18, i'm still afraid of darkness. I've always had this fear. It's not darkness itself, just the fact that i can't see/know what's in it.

► I'm a scout (not the stereotype of boy scout we see in movies; i've never sold biscuits and stuff). Here they're pretty cool tbh.

► I'd like to have my own photography blog but i have no clue of how to make it

► I have several tastes of incesce. There's always a different parfume in my bedroom.

► I have at least one cup of tea everyday, sometimes even two.

Hope you discovered something interesting about me and that you enjoyed reading. And now that i've told you some personal stuff it's time to introduce my face to you!

So face, this is my blog. Blog, this is my face, hope you two will see eachother again soon, 

you know, just to avoid shyness ;)

My future .

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As you may know if you read my introduction, i'm on my final year of high school here in Italy and on June, if everything goes for the best i'll have the final exam. If i'll pass it...i'll finally be out of high school..YAY! Differently from my english peers i won't have a gap year. Hold on, i lied..my english peers are already in Uni...dammit (My school lasts longer, don't worry i didn't have to repeat the year or anything else :P). In any case, i won't have any break between high school and Uni. I'll be over (hopefully) high school at the beginning of July and Uni starts in October. 

The biggest part of my classmates have no clue of what they want to do after school, what they want to become when they'll be adults. I personaly have a clear idea.

There were several situations/people who made me realize i wanted to become an italian teacher abroad, in particular in Germany, since the fact i love the language and the life over there, but also the Netherlands and England could be a good places...we'll see what life will give me.

When i had the exchange with the Netherlands on my 2nd year of high school, the teachers who was organizing the trip on the dutch side was a german woman who teached german (ofc) in Holland. That was amazing for me. A second exchange we had was with the far Australia (amazing experience btw) and when i realized that the girls our partners were studying italian at school i kinda understood that my language is not that bad for the other people in the world. With those girls we went in Perugia (a city here in italy, not so far from my small city) to take a short lessons at the Uni for foreign people who were trying to learn italian. That blow my mind ahah I know, it doesn't seem anything special but cmon when i say '' I would like to become an italian teacher abroad'' i feel so proud of myself!

Actually i'm still searching for the perfect Uni where to go. I got three options to reach my point

- Move to Germany > find a work > start talking a better german > get the lever C1 > get into Uni

- Move to Germany > find a Uni for foreing person > get into Uni

- Stay in Italy > get into Uni for foreign people in Perugia taking lessons to teach italian abroad for 3 years < forget German > move to Germany > get the level C1 > live there 

the last one is the easiest to study but the hardest to make it in germany, but i could make it anywhere else maybe...who knows. In any case, for now this is my plan. Last weekend i've been with my mum who went there for work in a lovely town in Germany called Wertheim. First of all let me tell you... i made amazing pictures. I had the opportunity to go around the village alone for the whole day, just me and my camera. And it was...fantastic! Perfect! But the main reason i went there was that i could use that short trip to collect as many information as i could for the Uni. I got something more than what i used to know before ofc and other information i will get in emails. 

Was nice to share with you this project of mine. I do know is not the easiest things to do and that i'm still young and bla bla bla but hey, LIFE IS A GAME WE PLAY and my parents support me in this so i'm really determinated at the moment.

What do you want to do with your life guys? let me know in the comment below! And if you have any advices for me...go on than! :)

I really like this picture i took in  a Café in Amsterdam last Summer after the Gay Pride Canal Parade. I've always liked it, it gives me the idea i have of Vintage, don't know why, maybe just because of the vinyl. Just wanted to share it :)
 you can find it on my Flickr page  http://www.flickr.com/photos/federicaz/

What to do with this blog .

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 Today i reached 105 visualisations (yeeee) of this internet page...and this is pretty awkward for me because i never really thought somone could spent time reading what i write, since the fact i suck pretty much at school when it comes to write a newspaper article, an assignment or anything else. 

Althought no one is an 'official reader' (or how is it called) i think i understood that people do like to hear my opinion about different topics.

 So yesterday, since the fact i'm not feeling well (sore throat, headache and cold! yay! all together as a big lovely family of germs!! -.- ) I decided i was going to do a brainstorming about random things s i could talk about and it came out that i also could share with you something a bit more girly (like outfits, months favourite). I thought about them because these are not long blog post to make, i don't really think i could be able to write much about clothes and make up tbh ahah so maybe these could be posts i write when i'm busy, just not to leave my blog completely unapdated. Maybe some of you could also appreciate that...who knows. Anyway, my realtion with shoppingm, if i have to be honest,  is not that easy...but i'm not going to spoil anything, because i'd like to write about this.

Guess i should read this post all over again because i feel like i abused of the word 'blogpost' ahah 

Soon i would like to post a picture of myself, so you could see who's writing over here :D but i'm not looking the best at the moment so it's better for you not to see this big red nose of mine that makes me look like Rudolph !

I'm over with news..this was a short and fast update. 

ZBOGOM!! (Goodbye in Croatian) 

and also if i'm late HAPPY HALLOWEEN :)

Picture i made in my bedroom in Holland