New haircut .

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Yes...I finally did it...I got an haircut !! To cut my hair has always been a dramatic experience for me, since when I was 13, when i realized I always had short hair.

I did the so called ''shatush'', so the discoloration of my hair, two years ago, and I was happy of the result, they turned out in a really good way. Than, in November I cut my hair a little bit (just the tips that got ruined during summer) and I did the discoloration again, at the same saloon. Unfortunately this time I turned out as a Barbie! It was really hard for me at the beginning to get used to that ''light yellow!'' (because they turned more yellow than blonde) but at the end I got used to it and I didn't even notice how much that treatment ruined my hair!

The other day, more precisely on Wednesday, my mum took me with her to the new hairdresser she goes to, that is way better than the woman who turned my hair in yellow (in my mum's opinion). And I have to admit that...she was right.

The tips of my hair has been cut out, and the hairdresser also trimmed them (not sure if this verb is the correct one), to make them less heavy, and I also wanted to try this fringe that I saw on a french girl I met in cruise few years ago. The biggest change is in my hair color though. It's impossible to remove that yellow effect, so it has been covered with this hair dye that nourish and repair my hair, and of course gives them the same blonde effect...but in a proper tone this time! 

Do you like it ? Write me down below in the comment please :3

(iPhone 4S's camera)
Peachy shirt - New Yorker
Black jumper - local store
Atomic Red Mat Lipstick n 6 - Deborah

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The ''Have you ever'' test .

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Back when everyone used MSN to chat, instead of WhatsApp and Facebook, I used to have another blog. It was completely different from this one. Starting from the theme, I did it in green with apples everywhere, one in light blue and bottles of milk (??)...it sounds strange but they were really cute actually, than I wrote in Italian there, I often copied lyrics from different songs, I posted awkward pictures of mine (you know, those pictures you could find in Netlog as well...so embarrassing) and I also used to post different testes I did. On my external memory I found some of those testes, as the ''have you ever'' one. So, since the fact I promised you to post some outfits for spring using the clothes i bought when I was abroad and on the Internet BUT I haven't shoot the pictures yet, I thought that with this test you could get to know me a bit better (if you want). 

 Let's get started ! (I had to cut some questions out because there were too many!) 

 ✔ not slept during the whole night? I partied until 7am this summer when I was in Germany, awesome!

✘  run away from a big angry dog

✔ grown a cactus?

✔ grown any plant from a seed? With my scout group we're working on a vegetable garden at the                  moment

✔  been under a waterfall? both natural and unnatural 

✘  sit and stare someone (and they stared back) for more than 1 min( not in a staring game)?

     that would be awkward I guess...

✘  been out during a snow storm? 

✔ lost someone you love?

✔ met and befriended someone born on the same day as you?

✘  been out in the pouring rain for more than 30 min and enjoyed it? Didn't enjoy it...sorry!

✔ won a staring-at-eachother-but-not-laughing-game? I proudly did recently !

✘  petted a tiger? I have lots of turtles...do they count?

✔ seriously fallen in love with a fictional character?

    Ronald Weasley, you'll always have a special  place in my heart 

✘  been completely alone for at least 2 days? I can't do that, I'm too talkative !

✔ been drunk? Many adventures 

✘  broken someones window and run away? It was a vase, and it was in a monastery 

✘  insulted a teacher? I'm not a ''model'' student but I believe in respecting the different roles

✘  bungee-jumped? I'm not planning to tbh, I find it really scary !

✘  roller-skated all day? I tried to learn how to roller-skate...I failed -.-

✔ fallen in love?

✔ talked on the phone for more than 2 hours in a row?

    Back then I didn't even have a contract with free calls in it...I spent 10 euros of credit in 2 hours !

✔ gotten lost in a forest?

    It was one year ago and my friend and I had to reach the top of the mountain to find the way back !✔ slept in a tent? 

✘  helt a butterfly in your hands? I can't remember tbh 

✔ fallen asleep to your favorite music? 

✘  killed something other than a insect or spider?

✔ forgotten something VERY IMPORTANT?

    My mum's birthday and some others...I'm a good daughter/friend !

✔ listened to the same favorite song over and over again more than 10 times? It's routine !

✘  texted/sms-ed someone half of the night? I like to sleep, that's it 

✘  sung karaoke? 

     It has to be a no, because I can sing just when I have headphones on, so I can't hear my own voice

✘  eaten a whole giant cake by yourself ?

     I'm planning to with my brother...stay tune to discover how it will end

✔ spent the whole day reading?

✔ kissed a photo of someone other than your family or a celebrity?

    Social networks make this incredibly easy!

✔ enjoyed thunder, rain and lightning? 

    With a good cup of tea, the fireplace on and a blanket in a cold winter day...who doesn't 

✔ climbed a tree and not been able to climb down and forced to ask someone to take you down? 

     It happened also with some buildings and walls...they weren't even that high 

✔ started loving something you used to hate? 

✔ won a dare?

✔ lost a dare? and since the fact I can't lose...I didn't accept it. 

✘  eaten strawberries until you felt sick?

    They're quite expensive in my opinion and I've never really bought that much strawberries 

✔ cried 2 hours in a row?

✔ baked a cake? Although I'm really terrible when it come to cooking...I proudly did, It was eatable,            everyone digested it...and I need to admit that 

✘  banged your head against the wall on purpose?    ...

✔ tried to swim somewhere where the water is only up to your knees? 

✔ gotten a paper cut?

✔ fallen down the stairs?

✔ tried on a wedding dress? 

    It was my mum's one. She was so thin when she get married...the dress didn't fit me :(

✔ washed a huge pile of dishes by yourself? Let's take a moment to insult my brother 

✘  had a long conversation on the phone with a stranger? I bet it would be fun 

✘  gotten a big encyclopedia as a present from a relative?

And here these are my answer, try to redo this test in your blog, there are many others if you google for them! Hope you like this blog post and the new songs! Have a nice day :)
Hope you like the new songs :)

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Spring crisis .

Let's be honest. At the moment I'm going trough a bad period. 

I eat everything, at every moment of my day and than I complain about the fact I'm gaining weight, I gave up on my diet. 

I can't study. I sit, read and than start wondering about several things. I think a lot, I force myself to stay focused...but I just can't. 

I'm constantly waiting for a break, although I just had one for the school trip, one week ago. It already seems a month or two that I'm not temporary away from school. Easter holiday are next week, but I won't be able to stand this all week I still have to face. 

The worst part of this situation is that I know what's going on but I'm not reacting. I keep telling myself I need to study I won't make it to the final exams this year, I keep confessing people that I'm not a good student, not as good as I used to be...I'm just bad now. I feel ignorant, I feel frustrated from the fact that I'm the only one who fails at everything in my class. But still, I do not react. 

I thought it was because I'm way more attached to YouTube than what I used to be (I'm planning to open my YouTube channel this summer, I'm saving money to get a DSLR camera that can film as well), because I'm often busy with theater, because I'm focused in this blog...it's not like this. 

All I do is sitting in front of the desk, with or without headphones on, and start wandering why I'm doing nothing, what's wrong with me, what's the solution at this situation.

Give up and repeat the year? It seemed an option, that I didn't confess to anyone of course. But again, it's a sufferance to stay in this high school, I'm looking forward to go to Uni, I need to change life, I can't stand another year like this one. 

I don't feel the pressure of the exams coming, I don't care about what my teachers say when I take a bad mark. And I don't even feel like this blog post helped me out in any way, I would love to have a positive feedback from all you people that are part of the 675 visualizations I reached. 

I need your advises. When I started writing I didn't really think that someone could be interested in this "little internet space of mine" but than I saw the visualizations growing higher and higher after every blog post and now I'm expecting and hoping for a proper "talk" with you. 

I don't know what to do . This blog post is the way I have chosen to let off steam! Sorry if it's not the average one i write, I just didn't feel like an average calm post.