New haircut .

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Yes...I finally did it...I got an haircut !! To cut my hair has always been a dramatic experience for me, since when I was 13, when i realized I always had short hair.

I did the so called ''shatush'', so the discoloration of my hair, two years ago, and I was happy of the result, they turned out in a really good way. Than, in November I cut my hair a little bit (just the tips that got ruined during summer) and I did the discoloration again, at the same saloon. Unfortunately this time I turned out as a Barbie! It was really hard for me at the beginning to get used to that ''light yellow!'' (because they turned more yellow than blonde) but at the end I got used to it and I didn't even notice how much that treatment ruined my hair!

The other day, more precisely on Wednesday, my mum took me with her to the new hairdresser she goes to, that is way better than the woman who turned my hair in yellow (in my mum's opinion). And I have to admit that...she was right.

The tips of my hair has been cut out, and the hairdresser also trimmed them (not sure if this verb is the correct one), to make them less heavy, and I also wanted to try this fringe that I saw on a french girl I met in cruise few years ago. The biggest change is in my hair color though. It's impossible to remove that yellow effect, so it has been covered with this hair dye that nourish and repair my hair, and of course gives them the same blonde effect...but in a proper tone this time! 

Do you like it ? Write me down below in the comment please :3

(iPhone 4S's camera)
Peachy shirt - New Yorker
Black jumper - local store
Atomic Red Mat Lipstick n 6 - Deborah

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The ''Have you ever'' test .

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Back when everyone used MSN to chat, instead of WhatsApp and Facebook, I used to have another blog. It was completely different from this one. Starting from the theme, I did it in green with apples everywhere, one in light blue and bottles of milk (??)...it sounds strange but they were really cute actually, than I wrote in Italian there, I often copied lyrics from different songs, I posted awkward pictures of mine (you know, those pictures you could find in Netlog as well...so embarrassing) and I also used to post different testes I did. On my external memory I found some of those testes, as the ''have you ever'' one. So, since the fact I promised you to post some outfits for spring using the clothes i bought when I was abroad and on the Internet BUT I haven't shoot the pictures yet, I thought that with this test you could get to know me a bit better (if you want). 

 Let's get started ! (I had to cut some questions out because there were too many!) 

 ✔ not slept during the whole night? I partied until 7am this summer when I was in Germany, awesome!

✘  run away from a big angry dog

✔ grown a cactus?

✔ grown any plant from a seed? With my scout group we're working on a vegetable garden at the                  moment

✔  been under a waterfall? both natural and unnatural 

✘  sit and stare someone (and they stared back) for more than 1 min( not in a staring game)?

     that would be awkward I guess...

✘  been out during a snow storm? 

✔ lost someone you love?

✔ met and befriended someone born on the same day as you?

✘  been out in the pouring rain for more than 30 min and enjoyed it? Didn't enjoy it...sorry!

✔ won a staring-at-eachother-but-not-laughing-game? I proudly did recently !

✘  petted a tiger? I have lots of turtles...do they count?

✔ seriously fallen in love with a fictional character?

    Ronald Weasley, you'll always have a special  place in my heart 

✘  been completely alone for at least 2 days? I can't do that, I'm too talkative !

✔ been drunk? Many adventures 

✘  broken someones window and run away? It was a vase, and it was in a monastery 

✘  insulted a teacher? I'm not a ''model'' student but I believe in respecting the different roles

✘  bungee-jumped? I'm not planning to tbh, I find it really scary !

✘  roller-skated all day? I tried to learn how to roller-skate...I failed -.-

✔ fallen in love?

✔ talked on the phone for more than 2 hours in a row?

    Back then I didn't even have a contract with free calls in it...I spent 10 euros of credit in 2 hours !

✔ gotten lost in a forest?

    It was one year ago and my friend and I had to reach the top of the mountain to find the way back !✔ slept in a tent? 

✘  helt a butterfly in your hands? I can't remember tbh 

✔ fallen asleep to your favorite music? 

✘  killed something other than a insect or spider?

✔ forgotten something VERY IMPORTANT?

    My mum's birthday and some others...I'm a good daughter/friend !

✔ listened to the same favorite song over and over again more than 10 times? It's routine !

✘  texted/sms-ed someone half of the night? I like to sleep, that's it 

✘  sung karaoke? 

     It has to be a no, because I can sing just when I have headphones on, so I can't hear my own voice

✘  eaten a whole giant cake by yourself ?

     I'm planning to with my brother...stay tune to discover how it will end

✔ spent the whole day reading?

✔ kissed a photo of someone other than your family or a celebrity?

    Social networks make this incredibly easy!

✔ enjoyed thunder, rain and lightning? 

    With a good cup of tea, the fireplace on and a blanket in a cold winter day...who doesn't 

✔ climbed a tree and not been able to climb down and forced to ask someone to take you down? 

     It happened also with some buildings and walls...they weren't even that high 

✔ started loving something you used to hate? 

✔ won a dare?

✔ lost a dare? and since the fact I can't lose...I didn't accept it. 

✘  eaten strawberries until you felt sick?

    They're quite expensive in my opinion and I've never really bought that much strawberries 

✔ cried 2 hours in a row?

✔ baked a cake? Although I'm really terrible when it come to cooking...I proudly did, It was eatable,            everyone digested it...and I need to admit that 

✘  banged your head against the wall on purpose?    ...

✔ tried to swim somewhere where the water is only up to your knees? 

✔ gotten a paper cut?

✔ fallen down the stairs?

✔ tried on a wedding dress? 

    It was my mum's one. She was so thin when she get married...the dress didn't fit me :(

✔ washed a huge pile of dishes by yourself? Let's take a moment to insult my brother 

✘  had a long conversation on the phone with a stranger? I bet it would be fun 

✘  gotten a big encyclopedia as a present from a relative?

And here these are my answer, try to redo this test in your blog, there are many others if you google for them! Hope you like this blog post and the new songs! Have a nice day :)
Hope you like the new songs :)

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Spring crisis .

Let's be honest. At the moment I'm going trough a bad period. 

I eat everything, at every moment of my day and than I complain about the fact I'm gaining weight, I gave up on my diet. 

I can't study. I sit, read and than start wondering about several things. I think a lot, I force myself to stay focused...but I just can't. 

I'm constantly waiting for a break, although I just had one for the school trip, one week ago. It already seems a month or two that I'm not temporary away from school. Easter holiday are next week, but I won't be able to stand this all week I still have to face. 

The worst part of this situation is that I know what's going on but I'm not reacting. I keep telling myself I need to study I won't make it to the final exams this year, I keep confessing people that I'm not a good student, not as good as I used to be...I'm just bad now. I feel ignorant, I feel frustrated from the fact that I'm the only one who fails at everything in my class. But still, I do not react. 

I thought it was because I'm way more attached to YouTube than what I used to be (I'm planning to open my YouTube channel this summer, I'm saving money to get a DSLR camera that can film as well), because I'm often busy with theater, because I'm focused in this blog...it's not like this. 

All I do is sitting in front of the desk, with or without headphones on, and start wandering why I'm doing nothing, what's wrong with me, what's the solution at this situation.

Give up and repeat the year? It seemed an option, that I didn't confess to anyone of course. But again, it's a sufferance to stay in this high school, I'm looking forward to go to Uni, I need to change life, I can't stand another year like this one. 

I don't feel the pressure of the exams coming, I don't care about what my teachers say when I take a bad mark. And I don't even feel like this blog post helped me out in any way, I would love to have a positive feedback from all you people that are part of the 675 visualizations I reached. 

I need your advises. When I started writing I didn't really think that someone could be interested in this "little internet space of mine" but than I saw the visualizations growing higher and higher after every blog post and now I'm expecting and hoping for a proper "talk" with you. 

I don't know what to do . This blog post is the way I have chosen to let off steam! Sorry if it's not the average one i write, I just didn't feel like an average calm post.

I'm back from Budapest and Prague .

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How are you all ? I'm so tired because of the flight-bus trip back home we did yesterday evening, and Saturday (so today) was not enough to recover because we walked so much during the past week, we had to wake up around 7 so yeah, I needed to sleep as much as i could ! But i can definitely say that the ice cream I had with my friends this afternoon fully recharged me !

This is a short summary of my last school trip that, I need to say in advance, I enjoyed a lot ! Next year I'll miss all my school mates for sure.

We left on Monday morning and, with the bus, we arrived in Pisa where we took an airplane for Budapest and we arrived at the Tulip Inn Millenium (that was not a nice hotel, in my opinion), where we slept for two nights. We went in the center for an hour or something in the evening, but the proper visit of the city was done the day after. On Tuesday evening i had a really big beer that was sooo good!

On Wednesday morning we left and, after 7 hours of bus, we finally arrived in Prague. The hotel was definitely better, check it out here, and also the food was really nice: we had all the dinners in a close restaurant that is associated with the hotel, some of us didn't think it was decent but I personally found it good, in terms of food taste. We visited Prague the days after. I had already been there 5 years ago, or something like that, with my family but I didn't remember half of the things I saw and visited this week, also Prague is one of those city you can't get tired off. As we did, many other Italian schools were there in their school trip and it was fun to meet new people, especially because we were a group of 22 girls and one guy, so let's admit that we had many guys groups around us ahah . On Saturday afternoon we left again with the bus and we had our flight back home. We arrived in Rome and than we took the bus to reach my city.

I had so much fun. Travelling, as I said many times, it's the best thing in the world. I loved every single moments there and I'm sad I'm back home, not because I don't like my life here but I'm constantly looking for a life-change experience abroad !

I bought many things during the trip plus all the orders I did on the internet arrived, so I can definitely say that my next blog posts will be hauls. 

Hope you enjoyed reading about my travel. Comment below telling me about your school trips or your impressions about those two city (If you've been there) and stay tune on Flickr because I'll upload soon some pictures  :)

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Goodbye winter .

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I got news ! Tomorrow, so on Monday morning, I will leave for my last school trip..yeeaah! 

As some of you may know, travelling is my biggest passion, with languages and photography. 

I literally couldn't wait to leave, these past two weeks were extremely tough because of thousands of testes and other situations that stressed me out. 

We are going to visit and stay for two days in Budapest and for the rest of the week we'll go in Prague. I've already been in Prague with my family, I guess it was 4 years ago, but I'm super excited to go there and visit all over again every spot of the city, because I really enjoyed it the last time I went. And let's face it: travels and holidays with parents are nice, but with friends and classmates they are even better.

I actually don't have here with me the paper with the excursion program, but when i'll be back i'll write everything about my school trip abroad. 

Since the fact I don't have anything else to say about this in this blog post, I want to properly say goodbye to the cold season, posting a couple of pictures I did on those two days when we had snow here.

(Canon 1000D - basic lens 18-55mm)

 I did this from my bedroom, it was an amazing view! Of course I spent the whole afternoon in the garden taking thousands of pictures, but here i'm going to post just this one, because for me it's so...cozy! My blog already has a ''spring theme'' because this is my favorite season. I don't like shorts and bikinis, and that's why i always had a bad relation with the summer time, and, on the other side, I don't like winter that much, although, I have to admit, I'll miss hot chocolate and tea, my big hot duvet and snow.

I'm glad to see that there are more of you reading what i write, i hope i'll have a proper feedback in the comment below as well ! Have a nice week ! 

The headphones' world .

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I'm writing this blog post really quickly, because I should go upstairs and study English for the literature test I'll have tomorrow and for philosophy oral test.
Lately the only one thing that I can do for hours and hours...is listening to music. On Christmas, as you probably read in this blog post, I got this big white pair of headphones, that i really wanted because I saw something like this on Cassie in Skins Pure: if you don't know who she is or what i'm talking about...you better start watching Skins, you don't know what you're losing! It's one of my favorite tv series ever!
In any case, the fact that I can isolate myself so often, helps me relax. I've been spending many afternoons and evenings alone at home, in some cases because i had to study, in others because i was tired. I always find myself that little spot in my daily life in which i can reflect on several things; why did i give dieting? should I save money for a better DSLR Camera that can make video as well? Should i restart working out? When am i going to finally take my drive license?...these are just some of the things that i need to figure out in my life, I don't want to write a whole page about them of course.

When I have my headphones on I can think about my problems and, at the same time, I can escape from them, some ways. Not quite sure why I need this so bad, I just know what to sit and think about these things it's basically one of those things i can't give up doing. 

The song you can listen to in the video at the beginning of the post is my favourite song at the moment, it's the only one that can give my mind that little push it needs to start ''sailing''

What do you do when it comes to your personal space for thinking ?

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(I recently uploaded new pics from my summer holiday in Germany, go check them out on Flickr !)

Turning 19 .

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On February the 17th was my birthday! Yes, although you're almost one month late, you can also wish me happy bday commenting below, I don't mind about the timing, i appreciate the wishes (i'm joking! ahah). So i turned 19 on a Monday, and since the fact that Monday is the worst day to party, i decided to have a small aperitif-dinner with some friends at my place on Sunday evening. We had something to drink, as white wine, aperol etc. I felt so sophisticated and rich: i'm not both but on my birthday i felt like i could act as if was. It may sounds stupid but after the 4th season of Gossip Girl...you need to feel in that way ahah. After that we had a proper dinner with rice and meat, served as in a buffet. I had fun during the whole evening and we waited all together until midnight, you know, just to give sense to the evening (it was not my birthday for the whole time ahah) and after the cake and the presents almost everyone left because the day after was Monday, hated Monday. 

I unfortunately don't have any picture of the evening, I don't really know why. I have a picture of the dress i wore, here it is. It was my mum's present, since the fact that as dress it not that cheap! The shape of it it's amazing and also the yellow was not that bright, kinda mustard, loved it. Sorry for the water-closet in the background but i realized I didn't have a picture of my outfit until when i decided to go to bed so I used the first mirror i found, unfortunately was the toilet's one. 

Yellow dress from Zara - Peter Pan collar (gold and black beads)  from Hotice

The main birthday present i got was this Canon lens, the 50mm. I wanted it for so long. It's not the best one in terms of value for money, but it was until one or two years ago. It's not expensive in fact and let me show you guys some pictures i did with it. Also the other pictures i did for this blogpost are made with the same lens that, i think, i won't be able to remove anymore! I'll use it constantly, it's amazingly good.

Blanket from Butlers -  Lamp from IKEA

Few days ago my grandparents came over and they brought me their presents (in collaboration with my other relatives). I'm not the kind of person that often wears belts and particular scarfs, I often chose average, monochrome ones, but i'll try to wear both the presents i got.

I wear this belt on an average grey sweatshirt from ThinkPink with a brown leather jacket on. 

This green scarfs with black chihuahua printed on it it's from REACT. I find the metal box really cute :3

I liked my presents, maybe some of them are still on their way. Some friends of mine, in fact, live in other city so when i'll receive something i'll update this blogpost, or maybe i will  just re-write a new one, as an haul post...we will see.

Hope you liked this blogpost with a new quality for photography ! Have a nice weekend everyone :)

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